I wish that I could step outside of myself to see

what others tell me they see when they look at me

because what’s inside, is holding me back from my full potential & realizing my capabilities.

I’m trying so hard to shake these negative feelings that have grown inside of me

but that hurt little girl within is scared and, she doubts so badly that she’ll ever be the person she desires to be.

“Am I asking too much” just to have a moment of clarity…away from all of the noise in life; the clouded visions!?

I’ve become so overwhelmed with my compulsive analytical ways..I think too much & do not enough, there’s no balance. I’m drowning in procrastination..suffocating slowly as I try to conquer it all, it seems as though I’m losing this battle against fear.. if I don’t get a grip, I will surely die.

Maybe!?, I just need some time away from myself so that misery would have no-one to keep company.

So, as I take this journey with intentions to delve into a new beginning, I’m forced to relinquish this lie that I’m living.. my WORST “ENEMY” wasn’t at all the circumstances in life..You see!?.No longer can I hide behind “Denial”.. for the FIRST “ENEMY” has Always been …..ME!!