I am force to give up my dreams and start all over again with nothing but hope for the future. People ask me why do I cry, why I am so sad, why I am so mad, why I am the way I am, I try to tell them how it is for me. Many times these make fun and make the pain worst than before by the hurtful and mean things they say and do to me in darkest hour. I get kick the most when I am down and out. Words cannot fully explain how I feel and things that are on my mind each and everyday. I go day to day with some hope of better future. Many times I am let down by bad new, set backs and just plain cruelty by people who I met and worst of all the ones I think care about me and I care about. The ones I loved and give all I had to make them happy has repaid me by treating me worst than an old shoe. I am used, abuse, made fun of and done wrong the ones I care the most of about. I pray for a better future and I pray for those who has done me wrongs, I pray that they do not have to live the life I had lived. I am going to be on top again soon, my life is going to be great and I will know what it means to be happy again. Thank you to the people who has been kind and nice to me, you are the reason I can hold on until better days to come again for me.

Thank you and good luck to you in all you do in life.