The violence that I am capable of
Is enough to scare anyone who confronts me
I’m not scared to take a beating from another person
But it’s the beating I can give out that is dangerous.
I’m not scared to break someone’s bones
Nor am I scared to kill someone to stay alive
I’m not afraid to be out numbered
Because it only means more times I get to inflict pain.
The thing that scares me the most is how I like to inflict pain
Upon anyone who pushes me to the limit in life
I have tried to change my life to keep my anger hidden
But all it does is make my anger grow stronger.
Violence is what me safe and gives me power
Because with power I can protect the ones I love
Violence was the essence of my life
And now that I keep it hidden it makes me vulnerable to attacks.
But when someone chooses to attack me
They better make sure they think it through
Because it’s not in my nature to be nice and gentle
As when I attack it’s brutal and direct.