I run away to empty my thoughts,
But every step reminds me of where you are.
And when I look behind me
I haven’t gotten very far.
I can’t escape the memories,
No matter how hard I try.
I don’t know why it’s become so hard
To simply say, “goodbye.”
I want to be around you,
Yet it’s just not possible anymore.
The sun might be shining for everyone else,
But I’m stuck in this downpour.
Nothing makes sense now.
My world of logic is behind me.
I fight to regain control
And let the situation blind me.
Happiness,
What a myth it has become!
I build a wall around my heart,
And feel myself grow numb.