Mixed emotions, confusions and memories. Why can’t I erase you from my head?

I hate you so much right now
I hate you for the pain you put me through
But if I hate you so much why are you in my thoughts
Why do I think about you day and night?
You make my emotions go wild
One minute I hate you the next I don’t
I see you in the halls and I wish you were dead
Then you disappear around the corner and I wish you could see
I wish you could see how much you mean to me
But you’re blind you don’t see how I feel for you
And you act so cold to me yet I still think you’ll change
I say I hate you but I just don’t know if that’s true
I get angry at the sight of your face and wish you dead
But yet I still wish that we can be together
I am so confused, I hate you, I love you, all mixed emotions
Why can’t you just leave me be, erase you from my memory?

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  • Mom on May 22, 2007

    Hate is a strong word, I’d say that person makes you angry because you care and they can’t see that.

  • Barb on Jul 18, 2007

    Heartbreaking poem.

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