Well this is my first entry, and i dont know what to expect. I guess i should start by telling you a little about myself, so you get a general idea of who i am. Im Sam, i live in Bristol in the UK, growing up was hard, i mean we had money and we had a house, but everything changes so fast, one day your enjoying school with your friends, the next you are deciding what you want to do for the rest of your life? Why can’t we just stop, and take time, what’s the rush with growing up so fast? My first major relationship i was cheated on, so i starting to not trust men, my second was upsetting and hurtful, i was beating and constantly put down, thats when you need a friend to talk to, but when your in a relationship like that, you have no one. My thrid is the person im going to marry! We are currently engaged and living together. Both of my parents are still living in the same house and have been together for 28 years. My brother is with my ex-best friend, and my grandparents on my fathers side is still alive, and on my mothers side, have both passed away. Im currently living with my fiance, and his mother. I have became her full time carer after she had a stroke a few months ago.

So thats a quick over view of my life so far. Not the best but has taken a turn for the best. I will be talking about growning up, and how fast things change, i would be talking about animals, epecially my pets, and the neighbours who thinks he lives with us. and my upcoming wedding.

well lets start. Growing up. Some people cannot remember much about growing up. I can remember from when i was about 1/2 years old, and im now 23. I think if you see someone or remember something, you can go back to that age and remember it yourself. Those were the days when you had no worries. Now at present, teenagers are moving out at 16/17 struggling and having babies. What happened to the days when your 23/24 and still living at home? why does everything have to move so fast? why cant everyone just stop and chill out? Maybe its just me, but i think to many young people are ending up on the streets and getting into drugs, and stealing and mugging for money to pay for their drugs. Why have councils got rid of all the parks and feilds? I remember on a sunny sunday morning, going to the park and playing football and hanging out with the other kids in the area. Now you go there and there is no one, and some new houses that are all smashed up, with problem families in. I think this world has gotten into a new cycle.