A man I be blessed with these eyes and cursed with this sex drive,
I peep these girls and I know I should recognize their just beautiful sins in disguise,
But to no surprise I approach with hopes of committing,
And my sex drive reduces me to a coward begging to be forgiven,
Trying to be perfect can be just as bad living in prison,
I tried to fight the urge but now I feel like s*** because all I ever do is give in,
So now I reflect and am plagued by regret,
I knew her name then now I can barely recollect,
A kiss lost its significance and apparently these days so did sex,
Physical expression can’t get any higher,
So what’s next?
The first time is always the best,
So now I have to find its match,
Perhaps it’s pointless like,
Trying to reach a destination running endless laps,
I try to be careful because I’m not ready for a seed nor do I want my health to collapse,
But I need that so I guess with little chance to escape,
By lust, were all trapped-well I am anyway