My feeling and experience with rape.

Rape is a silent killer.
All emotions run raw!
Place deep inside, shuts down. Fear erupts!
Eating away peace, hope, self-esteem, and most of all trust.

Rape is forced on a person. Any one, any age can be raped! I was rape as a little girl, then when I was a teenager. Rape has left a bitter taste in my mouth. I have always thought of myself as being less than others.

I when threw different stages. Running from almost everything became a pattern in school, jobs and marriages. I thought that if I gave sexual favors to men they would love me. That is NOT true. I felt so unloved. My boyfriends and husbands would try to love me, but I NEVER felt love from no one.

Rape is not our fault! Talk and talk some more. Scream, kick and verbally fight for your life after rape. Don’t stay the victim, like I did. Rape will not stop unless we stand up and be counted. Fight with me, report Rape!

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  • tandi on Aug 10, 2008

    you did great job and glad you understand not your fault,,, things happen to good people,,your realy good person….
    love tandi

  • Flannery Anne Bowers on Feb 16, 2009

    I was raped at 26 and molested as a child. I reported it to the police but it was a he said/she said situation – the rapist claimed I was “angry because I couldn’t perform”. Ugh. What a POS.

    It’s affected so much of my life! School has gone down the drain several times because of the PTSD I’ve experienced. It’s hard for me to be intimate with my husband and even when I can, I have to have the lights on because otherwise I have flashbacks. It’s not his fault, it’s not MY fault, yet we’re the ones paying for someone else’s crime.

  • Prettywolf on Sep 15, 2009

    I was raped and abused as a child by my stepfather. I was little and it made me distrustful of everyone even my own family… I became reclusive and depressed. I didn’t have friends at school because I was scared that they would hurt me. I finally started to heal when my real father got remarried and I moved back in with him. I was half way healed when I met my boyfriend who I have now been with for over 4 years and he has helped me complete my healing

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