You never really realized how much you really meant to me
How you were always on my mind, how many nights I lost sleep
Thinking only of you, have you in my mind
In my soul my body, take possession of me, divine
Your kisses were the sweetest things
A poison that still lingers on my lips
How even as slowly I’m losing breath, I still wish to believe
That you were mine that you did love me
I see you breathe so slowly
As the poison takes control
How could you believe
A love from someone with no soul
Interest is one thing
Love something else
All I need from you I have received
It’s just something life has dealt
A pang of sorrow does enter me
You were really kind
But a life with me could never be
I couldn’t take your eternal life
He looks at me with a little sorrow
I wonder if that tomorrow
You will have someone else to replace me
I was blinded now I can see
All I was to you was prey
Doesn’t matter I loved you anyway
I see her smile entwined with pain
A smile all I can give back
She’s had her wish, her debt repaid
As she now fades into black
She fell for me
Nothing could I give except death
She accepted gladly now she can see
The monster I really was, while she dies on her bed
I love you still I know that now even if I can’t ever have you
You were to be a beautiful dream, of romance that couldn’t come true
I beg of you one last kiss to set me away from this world
Away from this place away from this hurt
It pains me now; these tears I bleed
For not realizing that I still believed
A fool in love but did not dare
Now to late her life to spare
Slowly dying on her bed
In my arms her head rests
Going now to the eternal sleep
That long ago denied to me
Sleep my precious my angel of love
Sent from the heavens, again you are above
Too late to realize I really cared
The rest of my life; a quite despair