My heart is filled with emptiness
I can’t explain the feeling
It rushes through my body but not healing
The night I wish I could forget
I wish I can turn back the clock
And wish I never took that walk
It was unexpected
And I couldn’t believe
That that was actually me
You stood there staring
And didn’t do
What a best friend should have to
My heart jumped as I tried
To push that stranger aside
I’m not proud of what I did
I was acting like a little kid
I was filled with that that we all know
Some more than others
That feeling of feeling so low
Does it matter what happened in the past?
But what if you can’t forget
How long does it really last?
It’s always stuck in your mind
You always want to hide
I know I tried.
My biggest mistake was trying take
That one thing that I didn’t hate
My life was mine and I had a choice
I just wish it was a different boy.