I gave you my heart. You had it, you still have it. But now I’m taking it back.

You love me, that’s what you said and I believed it. But suddenly it seems to be a lie and I still chose to believe it. Now I’m tired of believing. You have a way to turn bad things to be wonderful- even your lies. You’re such a beautiful liar. I get tired too, and now I’m worn out. I’ve loved you with all my heart, keeping nothing to myself, but now it’s time to love myself back.

Let me go if you wish. It’ll hurt, but maybe, just maybe it won’t. I couldn’t care anymore since you won’t give a damn. You don’t care when I’m around, so why would you even be bothered by my absence? Foolish love. That’s what it is. And I’m tired of playing your foolish games. I’m tired of running after your world when you won’t even let me in. I’m tired with all of this. I’m tired of loving you too much. I’m tired of hurting too much. I’m just so tired of love. Sooner or later, it won’t hurt anymore.

I almost lost myself when I loved you. Almost. But before it happens, I’m letting go, walking away, holding my own hands, crying over my own shoulder. It’s time to face the reality that happy endings only happen in fairytales. And this is the real world, no happy endings for me. So there’s only one thing left to do, and that is to step forward, leave everything behind and never look back. Let go of all the hurtful memories. Let go of all the pain.

I know that no matter how hard I try to be my best, I won’t be best for you. No matter how great my love for you is, I will never be great enough. I will never be enough. I will always be just one of the million of faces you see and pass by everyday. I’ll always be one of the voices you hear everyday but won’t care to listen. I’ll always be just like that, a wind that passed you by, so sudden and not even strong enough to leave a memory…