Feb. 14, 2011

Today has been as crazy as Friday.  I woke up a little late with Austin crying that his tummy hurt again.  Again, he was getting sick.  I was a little upset with him because he was fine all weekend.  It just seems that he doesn’t want to go to school.  After an upsetting morning of trying to get ready I found out that he just wants to stay with me.  In the mornings Austin is very emotional.  I think that he just misses you and Grandpa.  I think he worries about me.  I feel really bad now.  I am going to sign him up for an appointment with a counselor.  I was thinking that he was alright because he is so little, I guess I wasn’t thinking of his feelings very much.  I do feel really bad about it.  I hope that he can see someone soon so that he can express himself in a healthier way!

After I dropped him off at school Jerry called about the fire!  He wanted me to lock the entrance to the other store and tell everyone (if anyone came in and asked) that we don’t have access to that area and that they were still in litigation regarding the ownership of that area!  I told him that I was glad to hear that he wasn’t mad and he said “well we have to see what you had plugged in and we may need an education on electricity.”  I told him that we didn’t plug anything in, that it was him and we were worried about him being mad about us calling 911 not about the fire itself.  Oh my God that man is unbearable!  One day I will take your advice and find a different job in this business and just leave here!

When he got here he was an ass.  He just said stupid stuff like ” now I am going to have to pay the deductible from my insurance policy and then nothing will be covered!”  and then he plugged back in all the burned up wires like we are not going to be endangered by that!  Again… that man is unbearable. 

Well, today I couldn’t wait until the end of the day to tell you what is going on.  HE DRIVES ME CRAZY!

Wish me luck with the counselor for Austin.  Happy Valentine’s Day.  I think we may go to Ponderosa.. lol Jim hates that place.  ♥

I miss you mom and I wish you were here today (like everyday) to share this crazy day of mine with you as it happened.

I love you with all my heart and I will always and forever.