ESP another thing i have experienced and i think some people have first hand but still a “tool of the devil”.

Ghosts, ha a tricky one, i saw my uncle when i was 7 years old and saw a little girl in the middle of the night at my old house… only proof, 1 week later pam and boroff saw her too, and a week after that jerry noticed her. So ghosts not existing, i cant believe at all yet my senses are supposed to be wrong bcuz i fail on faith.

Gay rights and Gay Marriage: The church in itself acts as if gays are not human, they are people much like you or I. I dont think it really matters whether they prefer males or females, its their lives we cant judge them. Of course some may argue that they cannot reproduce making it against God’s plan. Well my sister cant reproduce either, does that make her love for her husband any less special? Sure people will argue that marriage is a sacred bond of a man and woman but i ahve always seen it based solely on the idea of love, and if 2 men love each other, or 2 women for that matter who are we to tell them that its not right. We dont know what they feel, their hearts must know something, and who are we to test that?… Remember, you cant play God… They have a right to love just as much as you do.

Dream analysis is big for me as well mostly do to the fact that a lot of my dreams have lead up to my actions for the next day. People have to have felt that, and sometimes those dreams can tell you something, but as ive heard before if its not in the voice of god it is not important. Bu who knows exactly what god sounds like.

Carpe Diem, I didnt expect to elaborate my list but i hope it has gievn you something to read. How exactly can we live life to the fullest when we worry about what God would think of us if we messed up? I’ll admit doing good all the time has to be rewarding in the aspect of karma, but we need to live our lives and figure out our own ways instead of worrying about something that cannot be proven to be there…

Finally i will come to my point, i dont know if i made anyone mad,. if i did i gave you fair warning but ive had people tell my mom i need to be prayed for. Ive actually been told several times that i will be going to hell when i die, and if everyone is right i will. Some people have even gone as low as tell me that i need to believe in god if i ever want to see my dad again. The thing is, I believe in a higher being that there actually is something out there, but i dont want to believe it is this God who leads all the hypocrites into battle with false knowledge and ignorance. So if you think im wrong, if you believe i need to wake up from my dream of my beliefs, pray for me, it seems to be all anyone can do, but just as ive heard before ill say it to you as well “My beliefs will not be shaken, you cant change what i think.” I dont try to change yours i just try to help you understand, so please dont try to change mine.

The Christians belong in church and I belong at home… So please stop giving me shit at your house of worship when i am forced to leave mine.