Its almost been 6 years since me and my emotionaly “challenged”  Husband had first met . I have to look back and laugh about the whole thing , being as the circumstances that i brought him into my life over . We moved so fast I could barely stop to remember how i came to meet him . Things flew by so quick , we were engaged and I became pregnant That very year with my First child .  

                                                                        Speeding ahead to the birth of my daughter (stresses and relationship problems aside) She was such a good baby , so content so quiet , and so beautiful . So she turned 5 months old and All the quiet went away and the content . She became as needy and Nagy as me , who would of thought ,  A baby needed so much damn work? Luckily i was able to take on the role of stay at home mom so she had me , I could never ever see myself leaving her and i knew i was doing the right thing . 

                                                     I have been doing much thinking lately , now that’s we’ve started home school this year , I need more money . Which of course led me to thinking how much i wanted to be a writer and artist and of course a lawyer . lol ,Great combination right? I always thought I was going to be Selena when i was my daughters age . Dancing and singing around on a stage just having fun . when I grew a little older i wanted to sing still but I more so wanted to write poetry for a living and paint……….and apparently starv to death (WARNING) the life of an artist is not  always fun , but my mother once told me Artist creat their most wonderful work when they suffer so they are almost destined to live a life of such . Which has some meaning because my gratest pieces have come from my most Emotional moments , But i Digress . Anywho , I always thought i would be a super successful lawyer or artist or maybe both . So yes my daughter came around and it all changed , all i wanted to do was be there for her .