Like all other girls I also had a lot of desires, stupid demands and expectations. I was happy about it. I was sure that I will find a guy who can fulfill all my desires and keep my innocence unaffected by the cruel world. But you won’t get all you want. I do have a guy in my life who can fulfill my desires but some things are just not meant to be. Today I am at a different stage of my life where I have realized that you give up your innocence sometime unknowingly. You come across such situations where you have to compromise. Your stupid expectations and demands starts dying. You try to keep them alive in your heart in the hope that you will fulfill them at some point of time. But there is time for everything. If you cannot do it at that time, you shouldn’t do it at all. But the pain of losing your dream is awful. I would like to say something to all the girls, don’t keep stupid and innocent dreams, you will lose them somewhere. I know all girls dream about some stupid things. Some people say it’s an effect of movies. I think it’s natural and avoidable. I hear people telling me that I am matured post marriage. When I listen this I wonder that I did lose my innocence to get this maturity and keep pondering was it worth?