Driving me under the influence of you!

Written by: Everett D. Wair Jr.

How could she break my heart, she’s breaking my heart and it hurts!

I can see her accepting his phone number and now she’s putting it in her purse?

Does she even see me standing there, yes she does but she just does not give a care.

About me catching her red handed in a raunchy love affair?

Now I know inside of her heart she does not have a single feeling for me but for her my heart still beats!

I feel like I’m on a roller coaster from hell and my feelings turn my stomach upside down in this horror movie.

Is it October yet because I feel tricked and treated like misused soul so I continue to drink until I think I’m over the sad feeling of seeing her kiss this man good night!

An I do not know if I want to stop drinking my cranberry vodka just to get courage to pick this fight?

How could she throw our relationship all away like this man, she was supposed to be my life partner but how could she be a partner for this life when she pushes me to the brink of death, as the dagger digs deeper into my soul?

Now as I close my eyes and let her shove that dagger deeper into my back, I do not know if I have another romantic note left in my body any more to save this relationship or even try to make it more joyful?

As my pain runs deep because I’m still in love with her, all I can do is sit here and drown my self in these sorrows of a broken tomorrow so I order another drink!

I guess baby doll don’t even know that I can hear her inner thought’s but often as I try to think!

To myself that one day she will come back to me or maybe this is another afterthought that I’m having while ordering this long island ice tea I awake from this daydream that I must have had in false?

The death angel comes into the bar and dares me to take another lick of salt before those tequila shots, so he continues to dare me gone bro take another hit with the salt?

Off of my hand now only if I had that tequila gun cocked for more disaster I would of pulled the trigger once again but only with my luck?