Big TV Show Idea: first steps in getting help.Sat, January 31, 2009 10:09:40 AM

From:	Sophialaurenea Destine Add to Contacts
To:	Host Talk Show

Dear Ms. XX, I envisioned myself sitting with my mom (who raised me) your mom and Evelyn XX (Sidney XX’s mom) eating pizza discussing my dilemma of not eating (like it was in the past). We were laughing and having a good time. I believe my biological mother made me see that I can’t run from my problems. She is most wise and magnificent, gorgeous individual. In her natural manner, she doesn’t dictate that I eat. Her warm, tender advice is nudging me to deal with my pain. So, I made a call to a support facility. They are busy. I will call back Monday. Kathy says, my face is looking oval instead of round which is pissing me off. I love my round face. I love being fat. So to you and the readers; I am making a conscientious effort to assist myself. I am not using any scare tactics like using a gun, creating a bomb, or beat up anybody. I am taking full responsibility for my situation. I am flawed. I am in pain. I am dealing with it the best way I can. It’s not right to stop eating. I want you and the readers to know: That, I want to be a role model with good eating habits. I dream to be a plus size model. I am endeavoring real hard to eat. Everyone in the kitchen at MSC-South is urging me to eat. Yesterday, I got a contact from the Maryjane smoke coming through the vents. I felt I was walking on clouds. My eyes turn red. Yet, I didn’t get the munchies! Most important, I didn’t pass out. I wanted to avoid the paramedics coming to MSC. As you know, I would refuse their services. I am drinking Clear water now. It has potassium in the water. I hope the people at the support facility can assist me.  I am trying!

Sohlau