Once upon my rather boring life, I fell for someone who I was not suppose to. The kind that one like me would rather have just once to cherish it forever, than to pursue and grasp it with both hands to lose everything in the end.
Remember this one time… I was holding you close to me. I cannot wrap my arms around you so I just took your palm so I could feel your warmth. You fell asleep while we hold hands. I stared for you for a while. I was watching you and I thought, ” I could stay like this for hours.” It’s just hard not to look at you. I love hearing you laugh. I love the way you smile. It feels like the world will light up and that you were smiling just for me. And you’d look like you wanted to hug me.
Unforgettable… that’s what it is. The memory of this one time, and you.
You wanted someone else. You need someone else. You dream every night about someone else. You can’t breathe thinking of that someone else. It’s lonely. I wish I could have been that someone else you wanted and needed. I am going through hell now and everyone can see that. I just hope that you remember me as I will forever hold you inside me.
The memory of this one time, and you. Unforgettable… that’s what it is.
All I need is a bitter song to make me feel better. And black coffee to alter how my tongue hungers for your taste. Anything will do I guess, just for a fleeting remedy so I wouldn’t despair over one night with you.
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