So, I remember having you once. I remember your heart was mine and for a good bit of time, mine belonged to you. It wasn’t the right time though. It wouldn’t have worked out. Not that now is any better but I’ve realized more about how much I care about you. How much I value our friendship, how I value us. I want to tell you so bad that I think I’m falling for you and who you are a person, too. But I believe you have moved on, you’ve distanced yourself. I can tell and don’t try to hide it.

Our friendship continues to collapse and I want to save it but what do I do when you’re in denial. You continue to lie to me and act as if everything is alright, that everything is okay. But we are losing us, we are collapsing as I realize how much I love you. How much I love you and miss you.

On the other hand, maybe I am the in a delusional fog. Could it be that I miss your attention? Could it be that I don’t love you at all? Could it be that I am just afraid that being together would too good to be true? Well, one thing I do know is I care about you and if nothing else, I care about our friendship. I know that I want you to be happy, whether I am involved in that happiness or not.