Too see your life flash before you eyes is an expresion used way to much now-a-days. I could only look on as my most cherrished memories were shown to me in painfully slow motion. I cried and fell to my knees as I watched you smile at me and tell me for the first time you loved me. I doubled over in pain as I felt you kiss me after school one day before we got on to the bus. I knew it was all in my head. I knew I was making a sceen here, but I didn’t care. I was racked by pain and loss as I watched you laugh and me smile in the video camera the faded timeline of our love a tragic memory of beautiful times, times that will never come back. I layed my head onto the rim of the building at my knees and screamed as another memory assalted my mind. The one time you had asked me what I thought of you and I had told you exactly what I thought about you, you laughed, oh god your laugh, and it still haunts me as you ask me with a cocky smile if I would meet you over behind the school one day. My ears rang as the bell started to chime signaling it had been an hour I had been here in the grass crying. Looking up at the sky as the rain fell on my face I couldn’t help but think of those words you said. “I love you, and I always wanna be with you but, your going to graduate before me…I’m failing my classes, don’t hold yourself back or wait for me just rememeber me when your in collage ok? Remember that I will always love you and will be with you soon!”. A smile played on my lips and my eyes widened as the memory of that day, that horrid day came into play in the brodway escapade that had been our lives that now passed behind my eyes clearing my vision for the pain I was about to feel as I fell forward and down tward the end that would take me too you. That car wreck…that day..you said you wanted to come over to see me off and…then you were hit…I couldn’t believe it and I called you horrable names for playing such a joke on me. Till you didn’t come to school, and didn’t go to classes, then you never called…a week went by and nothing, I heard nothing from you and then I got it…it wasn’t a joke…and you were really…gone…as the path that would take me too you speed past me I whispered in the air “Your in heaven now…and I’ll be there soon…just please remember I love you…and I couldn’t be without” my words never finished as I felt my body hit the ground and the last of my breath escaped my lungs and I could only see you shaking your head with tears in your eyes as you reached for me and my body fell further down…”Why…you would have been with me in time…but now…we can’t be together…I’m sorry…my love…” were he last words as I realized what I had done. I looked back at my new eternity…the memories that had caused me so much pain playing over and over in my head..and my heart broken over and over…torture…this was really hell.