I know it hurts. just hurt at home- when not a lot of people can see you. when you can be alone. and cry in front of screens. art of being alone, maha. let your mind wander and go crazy for moments. then after come back. you have rich people problems, true. but your real life problems you must face first. let nobody here read you, release when you help, when you dance, when you write. dont keep them inside. frustration  is a useless emotion. drown in music. in other emotions. do great by your standards. change the world. not care about worldly superficial concerns. go deeper and fulfill your dreams and help others accomplish theirs. You are but one life in the midst of many. Miniscule, accept that. But still recognize the fact that you have the capacity to grow. and affect change. and lead. and change- not just you. change for the better. treasure that. lingering in that bliss. this is not just for you. so quit thinking about you. its bigger than you. so be the bigger person. DO.