I was taken for granted. He thought I was just kidding. Lying is an art. That is what we believed in, thinking as if everything is a white lie. But, I insisted and I turned what the truth is. We are not telling of false applications, resignations and migrations anymore. This is the very true me.

I was expecting favourable responses from soon to be Priest. Unexpectedly, I failed. I never thought of impacts and consequences of this confession. These were some notable and hurting replies of my forever endeavour.

I can’t take it! Whenever, I think about your feelings… To tell you the truth, I don’t like that. As in I really don’t like. Now, you know my reason.

Why are you sorry? I’m not angry! It’s just that I think we can never bring back the past. Okay! Let’s be casual and professional. Is that okay? God bless!

I’m not the one to decide. You are the one who’s hiding something, not me.

Hey! This is the best chance for you to move. It will never be what you wanted to. Open your heart to others. There were lots of them…

Every line of his words hurts me well. It hits my swollen heart. I was just trying to make him understand the situation. But, he refused and he just wants to get rid of me.

 Is it fair to just forget me? It is very unfair! More than anything else, I was a friend and he was my best friend! I thought he will be there to help me. But, it turns out that he brings me down more. He courted somebody else, thinking it’s the best chance for me to move on. No! It’s not.  An angel hurts a demon to infinite sorrow. That was too much…

I was thinking that it will be just the same. No special treatment, no greater feelings than friendship. It’s just a feeling that was said and it was just said. But, I was cursed and he doesn’t even care. Don’t even allow a very short conversation. It just ends there. Oh my God! It destroys everything. It kills me!

How an angel could hurt a demon? That is when a demon dreams for a love star. A demon should learn to live with it. He should never ask more than what is due to him.

Now, it is me who needs to understand. The angel always Sheen and the demon will forever hind. I’m a demon? Yes, maybe I am…