I don’t like admitting it much, but yes I am a diaper lover. For those who don’t know what it means that I like wearing diapers, adult diapers. I don’t have a medical reason for wearing them. I like wearing them. I wear them when I can because they make me feel secure, safe and relaxed, while I feel nervous about something. They also help me sleep better as well. I haven’t told anyone in my family or any of my friends that I like doing this because I’m afraid of their reactions. So I have to keep it to myself and live in fear, even though I enjoy wearing diapers. Because of it I can only wear them occasionally, which stresses me out as well. I don’t know really what to do.  I pay for my diapers with my own money so that’s not really the problem.

It hasn’t affected my social life, I still hang out with friends, I’m still looking for a job, I’m still writing all my stories, I’m still enjoying driving my car.  I’m still enjoying the other aspects of life.