Could this be another way to process believing?
I AM THAT I AM, that is my favourite description of the (Supreme Being). Don’t quote me on this, but I think there is a verse in ancient records that states this. So, if I refer to the great I AM this is my point of reference. Regardless of what your reference to the (supreme being) regardless of what name is put on it, it all boils down to the same belief: a belief in ONE.
I enjoy the times that I am able to think and last night was one of them. I enjoy being on the road travelling because that is the best time to reflect on life and the questions that life produces. Whether thinking about the past, present or future, the answers can only come when we give ourselves time to reflect in a quiet, calming atmosphere.
I find travelling on the highway is a quite, calm time for me; especially in the rural area I live in. There were many things that came to light in my quiet time and one of the thoughts I had was that the (Supreme Being) has no gender. That is why it is pointless to look at the (Supreme Being) as either male or female. Isn’t that something that is also noted in ancient records? As I said, I don’t know, just asking?
I find that at time the quiet allows us to discover things that we have done. I realized something else again last night and that is that I believed even before I believed.
That statement doesn’t make a lot of sense but on the other hand it really does. I think we are either born to follow in the teachings or not. It’s always interesting to note that regardless of whether we “believe” or not, our life follows the path that we are meant to follow. This was an enlightening revelation. Everyone becomes enlightened in their own time and space. I have always been what they call a “late bloomer” and I’m not afraid to admit it. I’m sure it’s because I really have to think things out before I jump.
Maybe that’s the problem I’ve always had in relationships. I’ve never had the time to calm myself because I never take any “me” time. I’ll have to remember that in the future or perhaps it’s because I’m so analytical? I need to make sure that things really do make sense before I can resolve the conflict I feel.
Here’s another thought I had during my talk with I AM and that is: I know that most, if not all belief systems keep records of families, marriages, etc. I was wondering if these establishments or organizations or what have you, share the records they have. If that were the case wouldn’t it make it easier to trace back family records? After all, not all families stayed in the same community or followed the same belief system as their ancestors. If you have any idea, let me know. I know this will require more research.
All in all, I’ve had a wonderful week. The time to talk to the great I AM was truly a revelation because I believe that good things will continue. Knowledge is the road to truth and understanding. I believed even before I believed!
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