What is a true leader? Is a true leader someone that can make people smile?

Is a true leader someone that everyone likes to be around? I do not want to be a leader.

Its too much work, I just want to be able to have my mark on the world to be worthy.

I love to see people smile, who wants to see a frown!

I fear for the call to say my sons are dead. I have buried two sons all ready.

I think that my sons should bury me and not me bury them.

I do not want a bury I do not want any one to spit on my soil.

I had enough people spitting hateful words and comments my way my whole life.

I want to be able to fly and what better way then in ashes.

I have so many challenges in my life, any more challenges that get thrown in my face is another

spit of fire in my face.

We all get challenges at different times in different ways for each of us they come in a certain frequency and great intensity but life is not promised to be made of happy and good times all the time.

As I got up to start my day, I remember I heard a Pastor say put pray in the mix of all that you do.

I was contemplating one day how to end my life and then I thought about why am I helping the devil out?

People claimed that the world was ending May 21 2011, guess what is May 23 2011 and we are still hear.

People claimed that May 21 2011 was the beginning of the end of the world. But guess what the dear lord is not going come on scheduled.

I am not a leader I am just a human being and I like to bring some happiness to other peoples lives. I want to smile when I know I should be crying.

I do not want to be left behind I just want to be in the mist of good people with good vibes.

Our time on earth is so short and we neglect our own self’s and families for stupid things.

But if we learn to appreciate one another for who they are and stop trying to change people into who you would like them to be.

Maybe you can be a leader of good cheer.