Today I didn’t do much work. That gave me enough time to think and discover myself a little bit. People my age are doing wonders right now. They plan far ahead and seem organized humans. Look at me, I’m sixteen and don’t even know what I want to do in this life, all I know is home then school then back to home, with some amount of homework and a little fun in between.Today was my mathematics final exam. Honestly speaking, I hadn’t prepared myself for it. As a matter of fact, I had started studying yesterday and finished all the 16 chapters like a machine. To my surprise, the paper was EXTREMELY easy …. Much more than I had expected. I could have got 100 but I won’t, and that’s because I don’t deserve it. But no, I didn’t cry over it. I have learnt from this bizarre and promised myself not to fall into this situation ever again.To be true, I’m VERRY lazy and that stops me from doing all good that I want to. I’m like those who have a LONG to-do list that is of no utility except decorating my desk and then decorating the dustbin afterwards.When I was little I wanted to be a million things (well most of all, I wanted to be a horse!!)When I grew up to a nine year old, I wanted to becomeThe president of INDIAAn astronautA TV actressA journalistA photographerA scientist(+ 50 more things)When I further became 15, I wanted to becomeA writerA genetic engineerA supermodelA professional detectiveAn astronautA painterAll this I WANTED to become. Not that I had ACTUALLY done anything in that direction.  Everybody tells me that I must have an aim – a specific aim and work for it, live for it, die for it and never lose sight for it. I completely agree. But I just can’t make my mind. Further, sometimes I think-who and what is I in this mighty world and then I go blank-COMPLETELY BLANK because I don’t know what I where to start and what to think.So today, I’ve decided to do nothing but peep inside me, and come out with an answer so that when I go to bed tonight, I have a big smile from ear to ear and wake up with a plan tomorrow. =))