I have noticed that all my cries are amusing you all and i find that heartless i have tried to reach out to you and have so far have some up to dead ends and ever increasing pains in terms or mental and physical pain and unbearable torture i cant stop schracthing my self and cannot concentrate on my job or anything for that matter and day to day life had been a bitch, and it has been for a good, bad few years and i wish nothing more that the death of me or better yet for the community all of you as a whole family and also the i wish the A’s would f off back to Pakistan or if I’d known i would have left as soon i saw the sight of any of you. I’m now at the point of taking a gun to any Asian man or woman that resembles any of your family members including the children, i just want some breathing space.

I noticed that you believe that it’s your son that your dealing with then it was also his idea to send those messages to the bank worker, the large lady, i had no part of it and i still don’t, but i for some reason seem to be getting the shit thrown at me for not “magically” know both of your family’s stance against one another, but unfortunately for me i had no idea that both of you had problem or even that i was related to you. I was raised well and i was told to move away from bad people and i will as soon as possible and as soon as i get my body intact and with this connection cut off, the voice Say’s I’m dreaming…most likely.

If you want anyone to blame for this sending and receiving the blame that lanky shit head of a son of yours, i still cant comprehend that I’m being screwed by someone who used love as a bait and then someone else used that and they have both taken something from me one the eyes the other wants my soul and that soul is also part of your son, so if you cant let me go then let me die peacefully without so much torment.