I woke up this morning 30 minutes behind time and rushed into the bathroom for a cold shower, and to think that I would be late was alarming. I would hire a private jet just to get to you on time…

Lately, thoughts of you keep rushing through my mind and I wonder always how I could have ever let you go off into the sunset with a person I once called family but I am ashamed now to even mention his name-such a curse on a family! Now only tears console me, memories are hot flashes in my mind how time flies.

It’s been two years and counting…. we lost touch and I completely blame myself for being so much of a career woman and putting my trust in a human being. All I ask now and pray for is that you will find it in that precious heart of yours to forgive, I hope you know that i may have not been the best of the best but my love for you runs in my veins…a mother never lets go my dear!

I know that in way you blame yourself too thinking it was your fault it happened but i want you to know that even an unpardonable sin can not hinder mother’s love to her child…

I am almost at the airport… a bit nervous but very natural! I remember the day I brought you into this world, you made your father and I very excited looking into those brown eyes I knew I was hooked forever. You had your moments even when you were growing up, “a daughter after her father’s heart” I would always say, your father loved you so much; he will always be irreplaceable in my heart. Suddenly it dawns on me; you turn fifteen in 2 days how perfect! I am thankful to God and I know your father would have been proud too. Mother and daughter finally together again, welcome home my love!