We want:

I want to run. I want to speak. I want learn. I want to live…

Why is that so weird? Why is that so bad? Why is that so wrong? 

I want to live life to the extent by which it was meant to be lived! I want to run and never again be the same and conform with the things around me. I’m tired of saving dimes and pennies so that when I’m old and crippled i can think of a way to use them. I’m tired of having this mask, this blank mask which most people have but because they do, it doesn’t mean that it’s the mask i should be waring.

I want colors. I want smiles. I want sun. I want love…

Why is that so unnatural? Why is that not supposed to be? Why is that not?

Why are people so caught up in nothing, and then they want more nothing? Why don’t we smile, and take this life one day a time not worrying about the social status in which we are going to die? We need to live and say good bye to these rituals that we have created for ourselves; rituals of hate, rituals of pain, rituals of nothing. If God made men why do we keep acting like if we made ourselves? Why do we keep caring if we loose this life that was meant to be lost from the beginning? Why don’t we make it better? Why?

I want a new day. I want a new beginning. I want…

Why isn’t that happening? Why is that not true already? Why is that not?

We keep admiring our pasts and we keep glorifying it, and we forget that it was our pasts and that we are heading towards a new future so that this future can be better than our lost past. That our lives do not depend on things of this world but that we are part of something better. That we keep whining just for the sake of whining, that we do not do just for the sake of not doing. That we are humans but work like ants, that we are human but bite like wolves, that we are human and try our hardest to be who we are not. We are human, we know, we learn, we teach. But now let’s teach a message that will give hope instead of worry. That will lift up people and not push them back down. That we can love, and be loved back. That we can be, but we choose not to…

I want…

What do you want?

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