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WRITTEN BY: EVERETT D. WAIR JR

JULY 24, 2007

Could you extinguish my lives only burning light?

Would it burn brighter now to the nearest of blinded sight’s?

I try to keep living but I cannot seem to put the puzzle of my life back together, but is it too hard to always want to punish thee?

Son I love you with all of my heart and I know that’s not enough.

Of all the times of troubles that must have put a scar on your mother’s heart and it was immune to the subtitles to my waiting touch?

I’m so sorry that you have to grow older and not being able to see your real dad?

Believe me, it tear’s me up inside knowing how I must have made your mother hurt at times so breaking up with me was the only option that she had?

Every time I look at your baby picture it only breaks me down to my knees because I cannot even hold you!

Son I would have done anything to change your mother’s dreaded heart into happiness but what more could I do?

When a woman does not love you anymore, now I, am struggling between that of life and of death?

If I could not be in your life then when I left Chicago then I might as well have taken my final and thy own last breath.

Because I cannot even give you a blood sister because no woman wants to be around a man who has nothing!

When I had the world in the palms of my hand’s I let it go all away, God was of my truth of trusting.

Understand me son that lust can make a grown man grieve with agony, the sultry of leaving final earth.

Son I will always be there for you even though I’m not wanted by your mother and of not near you, even if my spirit is forever cursed?

Forever because your mother only wanted you for herself and that is exceptionable because you are the prince of my heart, so that is the reason of you mother’s self indulgence!

When I die I hope you do not ever hate me, I hope I can die a respectable and loving death, then I will be able to leave a lonely earth like Jesus did before me because when he died son…

JESUS DIED IN WEARINESS?

J- JOHNATHAN

D- DANIEL

I- ISAAC

W- WAIR