I torn apart inside
Like fire and ice collide
In anger I have cried
I laughed when I coulda sighed
I tried to abide
And handle the tide
But I lied when i said
I’m cool, I’m able to ride
Able to handle the loss
Thought I could pay that cost
But now I’m Jack Frost
Here in the land of the Lost
Fight battles with Tigerstyle
But sometimes speak like a Dragon
Spose to live like The Lamb
But I do to much at random
Somtimes speak plain
And graceful like a Crane
Other times not the same
My Iron Fists hits your frame
Drunken boxing got me rolling around
Like a Monkey
Then comes Karate
And kids, its no longer funny
And lash out and insult
Strike to kill like shinobi
Disrespectful and conceited
You still think you know me?
Deceptive and deadly
Like a preying Mantis
Sometimes my snake style
Leaves you lost like Atlantis
The sword of my tongue
Is strong like Wu tang
Or like the samurai
U think u can hang?

I pray to God for the change I know I need
I pray everyday to be saved from my disease
Searching for romance
Try to find comfort in money
And when both of these I achieved
He took them from me
Its hard to understand sometimes
But I chase the wrong things
I try now to take rest
In the hope His Word brings
Yet my emotions running wild without control
Wish I had someone in my arms to have and to hold
Longing to escape my Grandmother’s oppression
Yet being around her is somehow for me a lesson
So I grit my teeth and bear
The pain and the despair
I wish I wasn’t here
In this place of sadness and fear
But one day it will be done
Just like this prose
When will it stop?
Only God knows………