Peeling my skin layer by layer
Feeling the love tear and tear
This aching is clearer and clearer
Visions are nearer and nearer
As the skin begins to sear
Revelations of my fear
Your love was never sincere

A voice telling me to stop
Blood drop by drop
Screams of pain
Screams of agony
Beams of light
Seams of a fight

Peeling my skin layer by layer
Feeling the love tear and tear
This aching is clearer and clearer
Visions are nearer and nearer
As the skin begins to sear
Realizations of my fear
Your love was never sincere

I can’t do this to myself
cannot keep myself from going on and on
all this self hate
all the lies
all the pain
all the deceit
as you cheat..
why do you get all the love in the world?

*spoken*
This struggle everyday between myself
Can’t keep it going much longer
The thread isn’t getting stronger
And suddenly I feel inside of myself
The walls of sanity
Are slowly dilapidating
And the agony is concentrating
So I say my goodbyes
And your silent sighs
Will be no longer