As painful as this may be, you may not like the words you read, but the choice to continue is yours. There will come a time in your life when I’m sorry will not be enough. How will you explain yourself? Your children should be your joy in life a blessing with no measures. Children.. so unaware of all that goes on around them in their own little world, no knowledge of hatred or hidden anger towards the one person who was suppose to guide and protect them. You have taken their time to enjoy a normal life.

You were tough enough to have them, but not woman enough to care for them. You are weak and blindsided by everyone around you. What can make you realize what you should do? Your children that would want nothing else in the world than to be by your side. I mean do you ever ask yourself? What will they grow up to be? Who will protect them? Who will lead them in there teenage years and teach them all about the world we live in…

Feed your child love and tell them there special everyday and show them you mean it with hugs and kisses and good night wishes. As you make those funny faces and put on a show.They will open there arms as there faces glow !! They will wrap their little fingers around yours as they say “I love you mommy” and drift into a deep sleep. Time is passing by, time that you will never get back. Do you want to spend your life wondering what if?