When you’re close to losing someone you love…

you will realise how important that person is to you.

you will realise how influential their role is in your life.

you will realise that your heart is beating rapidly.

you will realise the reason to that is because you can’t lose that someone.

you will realise your fingers are cold & trembling.

you will realise that it’s because you can’t bear the loss.

you will realise your mind is blank & you can’t think of anything else but them.

you will realise then how much you wish you had more time.

you will realise then how much you need that person in your life.

you will realise then the past memories of both of you circulating in your head.

you will realise then your cheeks are wet;

you will realise then you are sniffling & sobbing;

you will finally realise then that no matter how they treated you, you will still love them dearly;

And you will find that you’re praying so very hard that they will continue to be by your side for a very long time.