The subject can be devastating when its yourself. Life is quite different. Sometimes the effects can go away or sometimes they can stay. Thats what happened to me at the tender age of 13 years old when my dads live in girlfriend gave me drugs. It was mind altering in a way that I couldn’t describe.

A year later it would become worse. My feelings for things that would become intense never should have become intense. I would feel intensely scared when I should have felt innocent. I never should have tried that stuff. Too late now.

Intense parinoia became a problem. Watching my back when I should of been playing. A hype at 13 years old. Stealing individual cigarettes from adults and then asking for one later. Parinoid that they knew that I have stolen one………………..Too Be Continued