How is this even possible? How can this be? I mean, yes I’m very happy. But very angry and very confused. I want to know everything. I want to understand what is happening. Maybe I’m overreacting. I don’t care. I just want to know. For the longest time I’ve been so sad. And now I learn that I really had no reason for all that suffering. Or has something else happened? What has happened?

I just want to understand..