Dear Heaven:

I know You are a place that my Heavenly Father has promised for me if only I believe. The amount of faith that He said I should have that You do exist is so small but yet the promise He made to me is so great that my faith in Your existence is greater than what is required of me. I dream of the day when I will be able to look upon You and make this peaceful, beautiful paradise my last final address for all eternity. Even though this is where I would rather be, I must be patient. My Heavenly Father has given me the gift of life on Earth for now. With this gift, He has also given me free-will to choose how I live this life as well as free-will to decide if I believe in Him. I admit, when I first learned about Him, His Son, and the rewards He promises can be mine, it was hard to imagine that any of it was real. After all, I am only human. As a human, I tend to doubt what I cannot see or touch. The Bible could be just another story book like all other story books that a mom or dad would read to their child at bedtime; just a fairy tale that ends with only happiness helping you to sleep with sweet dreams instead of tossing and turning due to nightmares. I can honestly tell You now that the doubts I had did not last long and have never returned since. I do have faith of Your existence and I do believe that my Heavenly Father is watching over me every day of my life waiting for me when I am finally worthy enough to enter those beautiful peary gates filled with gold that protects You Heaven from all the cruelty that life on Earth can bring. I know that I am not perfect as my Father is and even though I commit sins His love for me never dies. I hang my head in shame because I only want to make my Father proud. The love, forgiveness and understanding that He always gives me even when I am doing wrong is something that I know for a fact I do not want to ever be without. So, I pray that there will be a place for me there, in Heaven, with Him. I do not care if the place I am worthy to have is only big enough for me to stand in because I know that I will only feel love, peace, and happiness from that moment on; never again will I feel the sorrow of losing a loved one, pain from an illness, sadness from loneliness, or anything that causes grief. I will live for all eternity surrounded by love, peace, and happiness never sinning again.