So, as you all know, not too long ago I came to New Jersey. I will not enclose why, as that is my business and my business only. You shouldn’t need to know why I came here. All I know is that it sucks compared to New York. Like I’m so used to being in the city, I don’t know what to do with myself down here. I have no friends, and there’s nothing to do. Everything is in driving distance, and I’m only 16 so I can’t drive yet. (No fair, in Iowa my boyfriend can drive at 14! -_-) Anyway, it’s a big step coming from there to here and having to adjust to living in West Bumblefuck. I still want to go back to New York, I mean like I don’t want to live in a place like this just yet. I want to raise my kids in New York; I want to start a family in New York. I mean what would you rather if you were coming from a place you grew up in to a place that you have no idea what to do in. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do; I stand out like a fucking sore thumb here. I don’t ever feel like going out because for some reason anytime I go outside here, I get these retarded colds and next thing I know my throat swells and I have to blow my nose every 2 seconds. But oh well. I can’t stand being in the countryside right now, it’s just not for me. I have so many things I still want to do in New York that I can’t do here. Then again, there has to be things I can do here that I can’t do in New York but I haven’t found anything to do here yet. Oh well. What would prefer and why would you prefer it? I would rather be in a city only because I literally grew up in the Bronx, and that’s just what I’m used to. I’m in love with New York, it’s my home and I don’t want to leave my home just yet. I know I have to eventually, but not yet. I don’t want to leave right now, and I want to go back home.