Never gonna give up, live my life
Feel better each and everyday
Everything’s gonna be okay.

I have 2 nights dreaming about you… and even this afternoon… but this dream was weird… you didn’t show up… it was you but somebody else you? is that possible? I knew it was you… but not in your body… it was somebody else… and I had that missing… I wanted to see you… and I kept looking for you… didn’t succeed until I woke up… found you and immediately I woke up… scared… I couldn’t even believe how hard it was to find you…

Is that how this is going to be? It doesn’t matter how hard it is… it doesn’t matter how long it takes… I’ll be here… waiting for you… loving you, in a way that not even I could have ever imagine… this love is so intense that is hard for me to believe my heart can love so much and so deep… but I guess that’s love and that’s the way it works… But as well as I’m missing you, memories start to come… and I remember a lot of things that happened… that hurt me as well when we were not together…

Cause I want to be with you and I am but at the same time I’m not… and I miss you even though I keep seeing you, I miss the idea of being able to kiss you whenever I want… to hug you whenever I want… to say I love you and hear you saying the same back to me… hearing an “I love you” from you would be a dream come true… something I miss daily… as well…