Heavy pain in my chest and crazy adrenaline at just the mere thought of you. It truly is like that old worn out cliche “its like a rollercoaster ride”. At the mere thought of you I smile without noticing and I breathe harder than usual. Your eyes reel me in like a fisherman reels his fish, the shape of your lips just makes me wonder how they would feel pressed on mines, and the gentleness of your hands makes me lose all control when you press them up against my cheeks. If I can imagine our perfect kiss and if I can imagine the perfect location it would be right here and  right now!

The way you stare at me, your eyes practically begging me to kiss you… i’ve caught on to that along time ago you know? hehe. how you get so serious when I start getting closer and you just close your eyes and fall into MY will. Gentle strokes up and down your back, capturing every moment that you lose your breath, pullback at the signs of you wanting more, and make you grab me to pull me this time into YOUR will.

You lay next to me in bed as we’re pretending to be watching tv, you lean into me and gently bite my neck. You put your arm around me and intensify the moment, you intensify this rush, and you bite harder. Surfacing my blood to the skin and staring at it as if you were ready to drink, I stop you and hold you back. Press you down till you can’t move and just enjoy the abnormal breathing as you wrap your legs around me.

When will it stop eh? When will me standing next to you not feel like a free fall off of a cliff? But right now, as i’m writing this you’re far away and I make the stupid assumption that I’ll stop thinking of you.

Guess you’ll live on for eternity and i’ll desire you till my last breath….

For those wondering if it’s for my gf, its not i just felt like writing.