My heart hurts, I guess its reminding me that it is still beating.
[[I'm still breathing.]]
How can I be alive when I feel so dead inside? I can’t step out of this feeling,
 [[I have to sit it out... ]]
It feels like it could last a lifetime, [[the cold dark aftermath.]]
Guilt lives here in the darkness,
 [[a lump in my throat,]]
 a cancer that is eating me up.
I can’t escape my ego,
 [[she thinks she can save my face,]]
its a battle I won’t let her win.
Another lesson learned, another page is turned.
[[Its page 21 now.]]
I can’t rewrite the story, so let me live “happily ever after.”