The world is basically just one big, endless ball of change. I’ve started to think that after the 5 weeks of endless talking, and the one week of waiting for her to come online (which she never did), that her feelings have maybe changed. Yes, she has a boyfriend so she needs to get her head together; but it hurts nonetheless. I think without her this year will be pretty shit, but going back to my original point; the world is constantly changing. As much as it may kill me inside to be without her; and while it may be the utter annihilation of my current world… a new one will surely take its place. To quote Douglas Adams “It is theorised that if anyone ever discovered what the universe was for, something even more unexplainable will take its place. Some people have theorised that this has already happened.