It is indeed frustrating trying to grope for some sort of rod to serve as a leverage inorder to make life more easier to live. maybe i have already moved a mountain with a shovel with the time i’ve spent reading forums, engulfing ebooks, trying to understand algorithms, formulas, collecting ym’s, literally begging people to mentor myself, inorder to be free from the shackles of being penniless.

i still can vividly describe the feeling that i have everytime i encounter some sort of hope, a bleak light in a musky tunnel. There’s a light ahead i know, it’s there. i can clearly see form this punto de vista. with glee and enthusiasm, preaching, trying, reaching for a soul to connive with the scheme that i thought would be the best”est” and convenient way towards financial freedom.

Having Gerber’s E-Myth followed by Kiyosaki’s Rich Dad Poor Dad, the drive to to be rich and being capacitated is driving me nuts. I can smell it. I’m dreaming about it. It seems like beyond reach but all i see is a mirage, the moment that i touch it’s gone.

Until now i’m still waiting of that certain idea that will land me a place in business history. Not that grand maybe, all i dream of is modest income that will enable me to fulfill my capacites as a person. Enough amount to support my family or just enough amount to be the Santa Clause at Christmas giving gifts and enjoying the euphoria created by the act, enough amount to set me off in doing the things that personally did like if only given in the appropriate position.

When will be my time to reach the ranks of Mark Zuckerberg or Alex Tew? Maybe everything will just be a dream- a coin tossed in a wishing well, stucked and lost forever or this lines that i’ve written here would be a classic tale of a success prophesied.