expand upwards and outwards towards light with no end. to sound with no limit. to our next good spot in the chaos of being. In being blind, void of true knowledge. the seat of my mind held open for “the other.” I say, ” come quickly!” and i expect it to be as easy as breathing. i could not be more wrong! it is the vast ocean and i am the tiniest of vessels. to drop my ego and experience transcendence is the island i’ve set sail for. preoccupation with the blunders of western culture clouds my tired head. i get motion sickness and beg for steady nerves.