The date is August 1st 2009. That’s it, I’m done with it all. Why am I doing this to myself? I don’t need this weed anymore. I’m just slowly wasting away this time that I have on earth. I haven’t accomplished anything of importance for my future. Where am I going in life? I’m just all talk and no action. Instead of thinking about making changes, I will change. I want to have stories I can tell the rest of my life. Sure I’ve had good times and bad with my drug use, but now I’m just holding myself back. I’m going to miss the use, but I’m doing this to become a happier person. These things have changed me and the people around me. I don’t want to become something I’m not, but I want to find who I truly am.