Sometimes,

I don’t know what to feel.

I love you.

Things negative feel more real.

Sometimes,

I just want to scream.

You act so childish.

You only seem what you seem.

Sometimes,

I just want to leave you be.

You’re so self-centered.

You don’t think about me.

Sometimes,

I can’t take all that I bare.

You leave it all to me.

you act like you don’t care.

Sometimes, 

I think that you were right.

That night you said,

you were wrong.

Sometimes,

I am not what you choose.

Others seem more interesting than me.

So, I lose.

Sometimes, 

I try to be more headstrong.

You weaken my defenses somehow.

I know that I just will sing the same old song.

Sometimes,

I wonder,

what am I doing here?

I love you so much.

But you distance yourself from being near. 

Sometimes.