State of Mind

Hunting, just to find
For someone, for a state of mind
They kept me alive
With words so kind
Lost in a place like this
They tie me down,
They keep me here
Just as I disappear

Its crazy what just a few words can do
It’s like love at first sight
I didnt expect her to bite
Now I’ve gained a new friend
Except this isn’t pretend
She let me know
That this isn’t the end

But before I forget
This isn’t realistic
Your love is a lie
This calling is all that remains
Instead of tears
Its raining blood
Overcast of grey clouds
The concrete is left stained
Maybe I’ve gone crazy
This isn’t what I’ve wanted
Not this state of mind.