Here I am again struggling to stay afloat. Wondering what I did or not did, to put me were I am at this moment.

 I have traveled many miles,

and serached many ways. Yet I cant find my own way. My road is crumbling, shattering right before my eyes. I am struggling to understand

what I can’t do to change it.

My dreams are fading and the lights are going out.

I am blinded and overwhelmed with the feelings, that make me feel, like a ragamuffin to there puppet like ways.