Theres a staggering amount of electronic thinking around this internet concerning the 2012 nexus, mayan calendar,  end of the world prophecies and I think I have gotten my head around it enough to be able to get past it.  I should mention that Ive addicted myself to this kind of media and spent at least 100 hours zigging and zagging through from the avalon project to the research of Carl Munck.  This all seems to fit the mold of new age religion.  I’m not anti religious or pro religious but ive been aware enough to see that they are all basically the same story and here is the summation of my 24 years of daydreaming and wasting time;  We had better hope know that theres something or someone else out there because if its just us then we are screwed. 

Also the only real truth that i can know and base the rest of my mind on is that we don’t know shit. its amazing how we are only just learning the full scope of how primitive we really are.  This holographic universe is so utterly baffling that taking any solid science as serious is rediculous.  but its all we have come up with in some many thousands of years.  And we aren’t really even sure about that.  

I just read over the previous paragraph and i can’t make any sense from it so i must have been high.

Thanks for seeing my sequence of letters please tell me how it affected your neurochemical thoughts and if , how it differs from others letter sequence groupings.