The first day was my last day on work, it’s been a year since I hard time dealing with my job. My memories are still fresh with dilemma of working in unfavorable management or it was not a right job for my skills? But the day ends with true friendship and value of what is important in life.

Only 14600 days left to me, that’s how long I will live as typical person. In fact time is running out for me and for all of us and no one can ever escape that. What should I do for the rest of my days? Have I already figured it out?

Whenever God wanted to prepare someone for his purpose, he took 40 days.

1.David was transformed by Goliath’s 40 day challenge.

2.Elijah was transformed when God gave him 40 days of strength from a single meal.

3.The entire city of Nineveh was transformed when God gave the people 40 days in the wilderness.

4.The spies were transformed by 40 days in the Promised Land.

5.Moses was transformed by 40 days on Mount Sinai.

6.Noah’s life was transformed by 40 days of rain.

7.Jesus was empowered by 40 days in wilderness.

8.The disciples were transformed by 40 days with Jesus after resurrection.

God’s 40 days is spiritually significant period. Do I have to hesitate to to use and set aside 40 days of my life to be transformed and figure out what I want to do for the rest of my life? 

Does God want to put me in 40 days test in my life?

The 30th day, she left me 3 days ago. I don’t understand why she do that. She said she’s not happy anymore with our relationship. She made a decision based on her feelings which I really disagreed. Do you have to leave a person you loved for 2 years because your not happy anymore? I am very sad, I don’t know what to do right now.

I lost my work, She left me without reasons, what’s left on me. What’s next?